Feel Good

Wait just a minute

Could we turn the lights out?

'Cause I like me best in the dark

And after we finish

Could you stick around

So that voice in my head doesn't start saying

"I never should've gone there

And taken off my clothes

Let you find out what I already know

That I'm still the punchline

Of childhood jokes

'Cause I carry dead weight and it shows"?

Sorry, I'm still not at home in my body

Just wanted someone to want me

Who sees me as more than just funny

'Cause it never feels good being lonely

I'm in my head whеn you hold me

'Cause you won't be hеre in the morning

And I'll let you leave

'Cause it never feels good when I never feel good about me

It's been 30 minutes

I told the waiter you're probably just running late

But who am I kidding?

You'll never show and I'll never learn from my mistakes

I never should've come here

And let you give me hope

I'll pay the bill and cry on my way home

'Cause I'm still the punchline

Of childhood jokes

And I carry dead weight and it shows

Sorry, I'm still not at home in my body

I just wanted someone to want me

Who sees me as more than just funny

'Cause it never feels good being lonely

I'm in my head when you hold me

'Cause you won't be here in the morning

And I'll let you leave

'Cause it never feels good when I never feel good about me

(Oh)

Oh, it never feels good

(Oh)

Oh, it never feels good

(Oh, oh)

Will it ever feel good?

Will I ever feel good about me?