Said I aint jealous but that is a lie

Probably because I'm not getting your time

You tryna live, move on with your life

Meanwhile, I'm just trying to survive

Not stuck in my ways, I'll prove it in time

Actions are louder and I'm yelling mine

Some say love is greater than money

And I know I would change for a dime

Shawty your smile, I'm missing the shine

All of your jokes, I'm missing the vibe

Girl you are fine, I'm calling you mine

It was all better with you by my side

Late night talks, daily check-ins

Felt routine, somewhat expected

But you should know, I never neglected

Time and effort I always respected

Said that I loved you, then said I regret it

'Cus you said we was lacking a connection

You hinted at me that I could do better

But instead I took that hint as a rejection

I slacked in applying the pressure

I let you down and I thought I was paying attention

I said I'll try to better

Now you're not here and I'm too late with all the addressing

I couldn't articulate

Was scared to lose you and it hurt

But I did worse

Told you "communicate"

But didn't take heed to your words

That is absurd

You said I was good, but not good enough

I promise that I could be better for you

Foundation was strong, emotional bond

Strong as cement when I'm building with you

You, I can't lose

You are the spark & the fire that got me back up in the booth

You're what I chose

Should've got out of my head, took time to validate you

Now, If destiny's written and marriage is possible

It would quick to deduce

When I look down that aisle, envision a smile, proud

The bride would be you

Typical

Pitiful

I'm here for you

Thought I gave up then you came along

Showed me that I had never loved before

Any restrictions, got rid of them all

All of the baggage, left it at the door

Said I won't leave and that was day one

I knew that I would never want it done

I knew that you were the partner I want

I knew that you had to be the one

I said if we split it'd have to be your choice

Cus I knew you was part of my joy

Now you not here and I'm feeling the void

I wish that I knew the power of my voice

I can't eat

Nights is restless

Toss and turn

Just regretting

Heart on my sleeve

Thats where I kept it

Every word, I swear that I meant it

You I can't lose

Let me show you that I'm worthy, that I can be the one you choose

I have improved

After everything you've said, I swear I won't fumble this move

If destiny's written and marriage is possible

It would quick to deduce

When I look down that aisle, envision a smile, proud

The bride would be you, true

Typical

Pitiful

I'm here for you

Typical