kill the thought

Got struck by lightning, walking away I fell in love with that fictional place Summer's deceiving, summer's a waste Summer's a bad time, get carried away Should I have taken your good advice? To move away and to do it twice? Would things be different? Would things be nicer? I just don't pick for scissors and dice I killed the thought in the shower I killed the thought in the shower I killed the thought in the shower I think it only got louder I feel detached, like a fly on the wall Not taking pictures, just waiting to fall I wanna grow old in a house of my own A smile in the faded memory of it all Smile in the created memory of it all Smile in the created memory of it all Smile in the created memory of it all I killed the thought in the shower I killed the thought in the shower I killed the thought in the shower I think it only got louder I killed the thought in the shower I killed the thought in the shower I killed the thought in the shower I think it only got louder I think it only got louder I think it only got louder