I'm wide awake on a Saturday
Figurin' it out with you in my mind
I'm usually numb
Kinda gave up on this long ago
After all, the heartache's just taken its toll
But something's made me feel a bit
I don't know what you did
It started when I saw you once again
But I'm sorry, I don't wanna go back
To these stories and what I felt back then
I was happy, but it's always gonna end
And I know you got a pretty smile
I adore you, you're so fuckin' kind
But it's gonna feel like hell
I wanna love you, but the love in me is dead
(Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh)
When I'm alone you call me on the phone
At times I'm feelin' lonely, you were always there
(You were always there)
All of my friends have been tellin' me
"Don't waste your time, stop overthinkin'"
As much as I want to, you know I can't
(Yeah, you know I can't)
But something's made me feel a bit
I don't know what you did
I'm feelin' all of the things I felt before
(I don't wanna do shit no more)
But I'm sorry, I don't wanna go back
To these stories and what I felt back then
I was happy, but it's always gonna end
(It's always gonna end) and I know you got a pretty smile
I adore you, you're so fuckin' kind
But it's gonna feel like hell
(It feels like hell) I wanna love you, but the love in me is dead
(Ooh-ooh, ha-ah)
(Ooh-ooh, ah-ah)
(Ooh-ooh, ha-ah)
(Ooh-ooh, ha-ah)
I deserve you
I want all of you
Will you love me still when I'm scarred from all the past?
But I'm sorry, I don't wanna go back
To these stories (stories) and what I felt back then
I was happy, but it's always gonna end
(It's always gonna end) and I know you got a pretty smile
I adore you (ah-ah, ah), you're so fuckin' kind (oh-oh)
I was gonna feel like hell
(Feel like hell) I wanna love you, but the love in me is dead (dead)
(Ooh-ooh, ha-ah) dead (ooh-ooh, ah-ah)
(Ooh-ooh, ha-ah)
(Ooh-ooh, ha-ah) the love in me is dead
I'm sorry, I don't wanna go back
To these stories and what I felt back then
I was happy, but it always felt like hell
The love in me is dead
