Don't Know Why

There must be something wrong with me

I get so tired, I can't sleep

The voices in my head are haunting my dreams

No matter how I try

To kill the thoughts inside

I cannot, I cannot hide

The mirror staring back at me

The cracking lines along my face

The times I tried to get things straight, but could not

I know how hard I try

To keep myself alive

But I don't know, I don't know why

Funny how

When the darkest of nights falls down

Worry that I will never see

The sun is shining again

The world goes round

What was up is again back down

Wonder if I could stick around

Feel the light of the day

Sometimes I feel like I am dying down here

I feel a raging storm inside of my skin

The dial tone is there but no one's holding

I feel the weight of time

Wonder when I will die

But I don't know, I don't know why