DANCING ALL ALONE

I was hardly in the back of the bus and I couldn't figure it out

There was 19 maybe 20 of us, felt like I could just do without

It's like a bad dream tryna keep my eyes shut, and now I'm starting doubt

If I'll find lightning in a bottle 'cause I've never had anyone

So if I don't stay will it matter?

'Cause there's no way to break the pattern

And I don't wanna feel alone

My past is not my fault, but

My world just keeps on breaking

It's always been the same

Half drunk friends feeling like strangers

Nothing ever changes

I know I'm forever

Dancing all alone

I've been running before I knew how to walk, when will I ever stop?

Always 5 feet too far from the ones who said they'd love me for who I was

And the silence of the beat of my heart has never been any louder

And it's frightening if I always end up feeling no one's around

So if I don't stay will it matter?

'Cause there's no way to break the pattern

And I don't wanna feel alone

My past is not my fault, but

My world just keeps on breaking

It's always been the same

Half drunk friends feeling like strangers

Nothing ever changes

I know I'm forever

Dancing all alone

Dancing all alone