Bitter, Fed Up, & Defeated

I don't know why I'm lacking motivation

I can't compose without any inspiration

And I'm depleted

Bitter, fed up, and defeated

Try as I might

For what feels like endless nights

None of this seems right

But I'm still the same guy as before

Just angry, depressed, and downright bored

None of this is fun anymore

It all feels like one big chore

I hope some day that will change

But right now I just hate everything

Yesterday it was

All too easy

Now everything I do

Feels cheesy

Loosen up my grip

Or else I will lose myself in shit

I don't know why I'm lacking motivation

I'll take any form of inspiration

Because I need it

While bitter, fed up, and defeated

While bitter, fed up, and defeated

While bitter, fed up, and defeated