Home Alone

Dedicated to the **** that switched

Dedicated to the women I miss

Dedicated to the one that I love

Never straying, I ain't fucking up this

Dedicated to my **** that stayed

With me, even through my questionable ways

Dedicated to the seeds that we growing

World revolve around this family I raised

Dedicated to the **** that switched

Dedicated to the women I miss

Dedicated to the one that I love

Never straying, I ain't fucking up this

Dedicated to my **** that stayed

With me, even through my questionable ways

Dedicated to the seeds that we grown

World revolve around this family we raised

I ain't a killer but don't slip up and tempt me

I paint a picture like I'm into da Vinci

The rain done filled up on 'em, India and Sicily

I was young and not developed yet mentally

Mommy, Daddy arguing in the living room

I would come to learn that some things ain't meant to be

Guess I'm destined for a childhood of solitude

Introverted 'cause there's nobody listening

Father figure wasn't on television screens

Told me stories everyday that was riveting

Homicidal **** die over anything

All my idols either rapping or pivoting

On the sofa every day, I resemble Macaulay Culkin

While my momma delivering

Home alone without the mansion

I'm glancing out windows, making sure no robbers is visiting

Paranoid 'cause I know the city is wild

I seen this shit with my own eyes

First time I remember a **** tryna break in our crib late at night, I was five

Head tired, I call for my momma, somehow in that moment I realized

We were sitting ducks

No man in the house, just two kids and her

And aware that the **** don't give a fuck, better toughen up

And it seem like that shit stuck with me

Keep your guard up, don't fuck with me

**** better know what's up with me

What's up with me

And it seem like that shit stuck with me

Keep your guard up, don't fuck with me

**** better know what's up with me

Dedicated to the **** that switched

Dedicated to the women I miss

Dedicated to the one that I love

Never straying, I ain't fucking up this

Dedicated to my **** that stayed

With me, even through my questionable ways

Dedicated to the seeds that we grown

World revolve around this family we raised

Still recall coldest nights, dodging bullet showers

It ain't all black and white like a Kurosawa

Got the money and fame but we took the power

Spent it all, made it back, blew a million dollars

Went to school, scholarship, but I wasn't a scholar

I dropped out, I was hustlin', didn't tell my father

He was proud, I'm ashamed, I had broke my honor

Ducking Jackboys and D-Tecs, they tuckin' collars

T&T twice a week was a fuckin' problem

But you reap what you sow, I made coats of armor

GCP - LIE was my road to karma

Sleepless nights dropping loads off from home to Harlem

Though my pockets was hungry, my soul was starving

Didn't reach my potential till Cole came calling

Gave me space to reflect when the tour had started

Couldn't waste or neglect, had a bigger callin'

Almost died, saw the flash of life, calling home from the afterlife

Crime pays, almost paid the price

Momma told me she prayed that my life spared

Devil on my shoulder like a boulder, but just when I needed you, God, you was right there

In my corner like Cus D'Amato, Iron Mike, from a city where nobody fights fair

Yeah, yeah

And it seem like that shit stuck with me

Keep your guard up, don't fuck with me

**** better know what's up with me

What's up with me

And it seem like that shit stuck with me

Keep your guard up, don't fuck with me

**** better know what's up with me

Dedicated to the **** that switched

Dedicated to the women I miss

Dedicated to the one that I love

Never straying, I ain't fucking up this

Dedicated to my **** that stayed

With me, even through my questionable ways

Dedicated to the seeds that we grown

World revolve around this family we raised