Early in the morning I still get a little bit nervous

Fighting my anxiety constantly I try to control it

Even when I know it's been forever I can still feel the split

Hurts when I remember and I never wanna feel it again

Don't know if you'll get it 'cause I can't express how thankful I am

That you are always with me when it hurts I know that you understand

I don't wanna lose control

Nothing I can do anymore

Trying every day when I hold my breath

Spinning out in space pressing on my chest

I don't wanna lose control

Sometimes I still think it's calm but I know it's not

Trying to breathe in and then out but the air gets caught

'Cause even though I'm older now and I know how to shake all the past

I wouldn't have made it if I didn't have you holding my hand

Don't know if you'll get it 'cause I can't express how thankful I am

That you are always with me when it hurts I know that you understand

I don't wanna lose control

Nothing I can do anymore

Trying every day when I hold my breath

Spinning out in space pressing on my chest

I don't wanna lose control