December

Lay awake with my bedroom window open wide The storms rage in my brain match the thunder outside Something fell my eyes and the sky did the same I kept up with the clouds now it's crying down rain Losing my mind when there's no one around And midnight's the only safe time to break down Angry and anxious, getting harder to hide I'll muster a smile but I'm screaming inside December I hate you Every year it holds true You're described as a time I should look forward to I'll start along strong then I barely get through You're the first to blend beauty and fear And the last broken heart of the year Hot heads and bum calls and cold nicotine Blank stares reflecting behind a blank screen So I'll ride from the valley for a little more snow Singing Prine while I climb Alleghenies' plateau December I hate you Every year it holds true You're described as a time I should look forward to I'll start along strong then I barely get through You're the first to blend beauty and fear And the last broken heart of the year You're scared for your family Like a weight we all carry There's a price just to feel you're at home I ration the fear, If I didn't live here Could I bare one more Christmas alone? December I hate you Every year it holds true You're described as a time I should look forward to I'll start along strong then I barely get through You're the first to blend beauty and fear And the last broken heart of the year