A Letter to You

I'm fucking exhausted

Yeah

Yeah

At this point in my life, I don't know who I am

I used to be that guy who had it mapped out with a plan

I was all about that business and that personal development

So much advice, woulda thought I was heaven sent

I used travel around the states to learn what I can

Now I sit in my bedroom acting like my only fan

I don't know about this and I don't know about that

And I'm finding it hard to move, or motivation to rap

I'm a little insecure, and I lack in my confidence

I got a hole of regrets, and It seems to be bottomless

Things aren't going my way, definitely aren't the same

Looking over to compare when I should stay in my lane

Cause I tend to overthink and rotate all my issues

I wish I could block them, but I don't know jujitsu

Like I really wanna know why friends don't agree with me

Missing the subject when I talk, kinda like truancy

I don't know what to do

I don't know what to do

I don't know what to do

I don't know what to do, yeah

It's hard to get my words out, even harder to explain

I can't make sense of the thoughts inside my brain

Sorry in advance my actions never make it through

So I'm writing this as a reintroduction letter to you

Yeah I gotta admit, that I'm little upset

That my relationship didn't work between me and my ex

Even though I blame myself because I used to neglect

When all she really did was treat me the best

And I really wanna know where did all of my drive go

Confused on where I dropped it, kinda like my FICO

I used to had all this power yelling screaming out dreams

Now I can't get a word out without questioning my belief

Man why am I bitching, man why am I snitching

On myself with self reflection when I can't make a decision

I'm angry all the time, with the time that's flying by

And I wanna bring peace, but when will I get mine

I question my commitment that's why I never do it

Quick to kick a chick out the crib after she done blew it

Self damage with my grief, now I'm putting up these blocks

I'm demanding it to stop, and I just need em to drop

I don't know what to do

I don't know what to do

I don't know what to do

I don't know what to do, yeah

It's hard to get my words out, even harder to explain

I can't make sense of the thoughts inside my brain

Sorry in advance my actions never make it through

So I'm writing this as a reintroduction letter to you