Hold Me Tight

There’s still this blank piece of paper

The’re still words on my tongue with bitter taste, this bitter flavour

They won’t come out I know.. They won’t come out

I can’t control my mouth want to clear my throat and spit it out

But it doesn’t work like that... I know it

It doesn’t feel right but I’m not patient, I want to force it!!

I’m so sick of playing this game, sick of empathy!

Searching for this remedy, but it seems to be my worst enemy!

Do I recognize myself? Yeah, for sure!

I’m doing the same mistakes over and over again

Sometimes it’s easier to shut the door

But I’m trying to leave it cracked as long as I can!

Now hold me tight!

I can’t win this loosing fight!

Empty picture frames inside

Who are you?

Now hold me tight!

Fan the flames inside my mind!

For a moment back in time

Is it true?

It’s time

I’m still getting lost within my thoughts

Is it real? Because it feels like that but I know for sure it’s not

I say it to myself: It’s just a trigger

Sometimes it’s easy and sometimes hard

It’s just a game with empty hearts

All I want is some clarity

Trying to say things out loud but it works just temporarily

I’m feeling so disconnected, getting close it feels so wrong

Appreciate the things I have, recognize the value until it’s gone

This is a letter to myself a quick reminder!

A quick reminder to breathe and get rid of my blinders!

It’s a mirrored reflection but it’s not who I am!

I want to trace it now I can

Now hold me tight!

I can’t win this loosing fight!

Empty picture frames inside

Who are you?

Now hold me tight!

Fan the flames inside my mind!

For a moment back in time

Is it true?

It’s time