a boy whistling in the graveyard

You did good, Slick (ooh, ooh) It's a smash (Ohh) Aye They say that I died, but I ain't seen no light (ain't seen no light) All of this darkness, all these demons Hope these percs gonna get me right (let's get it) I keep reachin' my hand out Hopin' the drank will hold me tight (hold me tight) I keep gettin' my heart broke Hopin' that she gon' love me, sike (let's go) Black out on another flight (let's go, let's go, let's go) Right back where I started, yeah Spillin' my heart out on the mic (let's get it) I can't figure this out, no I don't see no end of sight (okay, okay) Fillin' my veins up with that shit, took a trip to paradise They could help me if they wanna, guess I'll go and talk to Christ (yeah) Thinkin' about my brother, and I'm wondering if he thinking of me Last time that I seen him, he was dead, since then, I ain't sleep Is this shit my fault? Did I leave him? What could I done different? They say that I'm blessed, but I'm failin' to see what the gift is (see it) Ridin' by my lonely, aye Thinkin' about my family, aye Trippin' about they love, aye Don't give a fuck 'bout Grammy's, aye Don't give a fuck 'bout money, aye Don't give a fuck 'bout bitches, aye Don't give a fuck 'bout none of that shit None of it don't mean shit to me (let's go, let's go) Take a look at my history (let's get it) Wonderin' why trust hard to find Blank stares when we face to face Hard to tell you what's on my mind I want too, but I can't cry, aye Want too, but I can't lie, aye (I can't) I just gotta get high, 'cause I'm too busy to die, aye (die) Take a look at what I become, wonderin' was it really worth it? (Yeah) Bro just sent me a text, maybe he's right, maybe I didn't earn it Tell me what's my purpose and why do I, why do I deserve it? (Why do I?) Crashin' out the Rolls, show these pussies how to really swerve it (yeah) Tell my dad it won't be long 'til I get home, but that's a lie (sorry) Feelin' like Wheezy in '07, I'm so high, I feel like dying Been like 20 years since the last time that I felt alive Preacher looked me in my eyes, said, "Damn, boy, you dead inside" (okay, okay, okay) Ooh Ooh Ooh Aye They say that I died, but I ain't seen no light (ain't seen no light) All of this darkness, all these demons Hope these percs gonna get me right (let's get it) I keep reachin' my hand out Hopin' the drank will hold me tight (hold me tight) I keep gettin' my heart broke Hopin' that she gon' love me, sike (let's go) Black out on another flight (let's go, let's go, let's go) Right back where I started, yeah Spillin' my heart out on the mic (let's get it) I can't figure this out, no I don't see no end of sight (okay, okay) Fillin' my veins up with that shit, took a trip to paradise They could help me if they wanna, guess I'll go and talk to Christ (yeah) Ooh Ooh Ooh