Why Now

You made it complicated I really needed more My heart you confiscated Then put me out the door These feelings, I mask My soul, detached I know you never cared it's all an act I gotta ask Baby why now why now Shit been getting tricky need a timeout timeout I can't take you with me need to sign out sign out All these feelings hit me when I lie down When I lie down, yeah Baby why now why now Shit been getting tricky need a timeout timeout I can't take you with me need to sign out sign out All these feelings hit me when I lie down When I lie down, yeah I been looking at the damage and it's honestly emotional Wishing that I vanished it's too late for me to hold you close This is what you made for us I'd rather if you went to ghost As painful as it was for us the closure kept me on my toes Was it me? Or was the match just not the shit I envisioned Was it we? Or just the fact that neither one of us delivered Tell me please Was it worth it? All the time that you dismembered I'm deceased Or shit I wish I was I'm stuck with your decisions It's hard for me to try when all these facts are in my face Our anniversary to me is just another day I just don't give a fuck no more it's safe for me to say It's funny though cause all I used to do was contemplate Baby why now why now Shit been getting tricky need a timeout timeout I can't take you with me need to sign out sign out All these feelings hit me when I lie down When I lie down, yeah Baby why now why now Shit been getting tricky need a timeout timeout I can't take you with me need to sign out sign out All these feelings hit me when I lie down When I lie down, yeah