Sunset Freestyle

Was I wrong for tryna follow God

When everyone said it was a waste of time?

Was I wrong for giving my time to everyone that gon hit my line

Was I wrong

Was I tried too hard for acceptance

Was I wrong

When I tried to hide my flaws when I need repentance

Came for the game with a mf vengeance

Whole last year I was really living real reckless

Had to sober up took my time and invested

Always in the zone that gon leave you friendless

But no regrets

Fuck em all cuz I’m up next

Up late with a pen and pad

Fuck the competition dunno where they at

Always been a mf outcast

Ain’t no new ones but I know I changed

Tell myself I wanna go be your voice

When really I just wanna voice my pain

Sad thing dunno who I am

All I know is I ain’t like you

Ain’t nobody ever taught me how to be a man

But Who you wanna be yeah that’s up to you

Some days I wish that I was deceased

God kept me alive so I just gotta keep

My head up

Even though everything wrong I’m fed up

Fucked up my dopamine still

Slept on but I got that dream

Still Iced out on my rosary

Do murder where your motherfucking soldiers me

Kinda wish that I had I girl

Had a shawty that I can give my world

But it’s a waste of time

Fuck around with these girls online

Haven’t talked to God in a while

You could say that I’m so lost

So off

Never ask for help or I’ll owe y’all

Haven’t felt joy i so long

Somedays I feel like I barely even know God

Yeah this the life that I live

Most days I gotta fight to exist

Devil throwing shots most days they don’t miss

Swear that my life be a trip that my life be a trip