This Happened, I'm Sorry (Post Ceremony Version)

When will I learn

when will this all change?

When will these moments in the light

Turn to better days?

When will these things I've done not fill my heart with shame?

When will I get given a chance to live in love again?

Because it's

So hard

I still feel

So hurt

And I just wanna love you

The way I did before we did the things we had to do

And we spiralled in to war and all the pain that we've been through

I didn't come here to take away anything that you'd got

Like you I was a clueless scratch-free soul on a conveyor belt wanting to be loved

Just another newborn screaming soul on a conveyor belt wanting to be loved

And it's

So hard

I still feel

So hurt

And I just wanna love you

The way I did in the crazy dream I had the other night

We were in a car driving somewhere when suddenly we realized

We weren't the enemies we thought we were we were on the same side

And we were hugging and crying and saying things we'd never say in real life

Yeah we were hugging and crying and saying things we'd never say in real life

When will I learn?

When will this all change? 

When will these moments in the light

Lead to better days?

When will these things I've done not fill my heart with shame?

When will I get given a chance to live in love again?

Because it's

So hard I still feel so hurt

And I just wanna love you

So I'm gonna ask for something

I've never been brave enough to ask for before

And It will be real and we can heal right here in this song

I'll be so overflowing with my love

If you can say these words

Like magic it will change everything

I will be seen

You will be heard -

This happened (this happened), I'm sorry (I'm sorry)

This happened (this happened), I'm sorry (I'm sorry)

This happened (this happened), I'm sorry (I'm sorry)

This happened (this happened), I'm sorry (I'm sorry)

This Happened (this happened) I'm sorry (I'm sorry)

I'm sorry (I'm sorry)

I'm sorry (I'm sorry)

Now I can love you again

Now I'm gonna hold you 'til the end

I'm gonna love you

The way I did before we did the things we had to do

And we spiralled in to war and all the hurt that we been through

Yeah I didn't come here to take away anything that you'd got

Like you I was a clueless scratch-free soul on a conveyor belt wanting to be loved

Just another newborn screaming soul

On a conveyor belt wanting to be loved

Like you I was a clueless scratch-free soul on a conveyor belt wanting to be loved

Just another newborn screaming soul

On a conveyor belt wanting to be loved