better on mute

I've never been that good at holding conversations I always end up overthinking what i'm saying I know i'll just mess it up, and that's an understatement Wish you'd bite my tongue so i can't say shit Oh i'm a walking contradiction so why try and explain They'll just end up misinterpreting the point that i make I wanna break down As soon as I wake up Don't wanna be late now So put on ya make up You can look somebody you're not just for the night And we can, play pretend that I was always your type I've tried to learn how had things go Or at least never show how i really feel I'd rather sit back, watch it all unfold I hold my breath 'til my words pass I don't really wanna talk about it I'll end up saying something you don't need to know I've never been that good at holding conversations I always end up overthinking what i'm saying I know i'll just mess it up, and that's an understatement Wish you'd bite my tongue so i can't say shit Why should i even try If optimism was my demise Mute what's on my mind I'll say it then over analyze I fantasize bout a future where i don't rely on me getting high To even think 'bout spending time With you I'll isolate myself Cuz my truth Is something i can't tell I hope you Won't run away as well It's every time i open up so i'll just mute myself I hold my breath 'til my words pass I don't really wanna talk about it I'll end up saying something you don't need to know I've never been that good at holding conversations I always end up overthinking what i'm saying I know i'll just mess it up, and that's an understatement Wish you'd bite my tongue so i can't say shit I'm better on mute Better on mute Better on mute