I'm going through it

I can feel the pain increasing as I fall deeper and deeper in this never ending hole

Man it seems like

Whispers coming to me from the wind

That I'll be back on track

It's hard to know that it's a fact

When you suffering

Mind yelling to me like stop covering

You're not invincible, you're only human, not a god

Call it cap or a facade

It's just me inside my pod

Wishing that this phase will push on through

It hurts know when its inside of you

But now I'm knowing what to do

I look at it in detail

Look at every angle like I'm kurt, I'm just tryna heal

Holding on the heel to healing, it ain't left me yet

Acting like a rookie knowing I'm a fucking vet

This ain't no fucking sprint man

You know that it's marathon

Swimming in the pond, but ain't no ducking from this trial I'm on

Extend the arm, pass the baton

Man it's easy getting lost inside these thoughts when after dawn

Feeling pressure from the earth knowing you die with no respawn

Voices in my head attacking me with no chance to respond

I'm a **** growing to a young man with a different plan

Never really cared for throwing shade, try a different tan

Tap into my inner self, I'm glad I care about my health

Crossing over burning sands, it's hot when stressing has demands

Over you, anxiety, depression, man I'm over you

Cause fucking with my peace has made me cease and I can't roll with that

Chasing shadows, I've been at since I left the womb

Carrying my weight, yeah I'm solid, but that's not the matter

Liquidating assets, check the brackets, so you knowing ain't gas myself

Tryna preach a message, share my story, while I spread the wealth

Don't have time for stoppages, it's not an option

Breaking down my strategy, and focus on my energy

Grew up in the suburbs, yeah, but don't you test my inner g

Never seeing me

John cena with the one two three

They call me captain hook

Even peter wasn't panning all they way when jesus taught em in the holy book, read you like an open book

**** fast asleep and had my homie in the drivers seat

Devil working overtime routing hard for our defeat

Waking up to swerving in the lane

Looking at my homie thinking wow

This shit is so insane

Sliding down the road, bracing for whatever then we took flight

Searching for the lord, life or death was only in my sight

They say that when you dying

Man you keep on running the light

Faith in holy spirit might've changed my fate on that night

But I'll be good, and I'll be better than I ever been

Don't count me out, cause it ain't nothing to a kingpin