Vortex

I know it's not my fault

But I can't say that I'm blameless

Carry the pain till it stops

Undress it until it's nameless

Someday, the world will stop

And it will feel just like this did

I know it's not my fault

But sometimes it feels like I did this

Oh, oh

Someday, I'll be able to let you go

Oh, oh

Someday, I'll be kinder to myself

One second into the next

I never know where my feet are

We're spinning out of a vortex

I don't remember who we are

Oh, oh

Someday, I'll be able to let you go

Oh, oh

And it's harder when you know all that we know

And you're screaming at me

And I'm watching it fall

And I'm slamming the door

And you make yourself tall

But it's always an act

And it never lasts long

'Cause I always come back

When I need a new song

And I'm tired of this

And the way that it feels

I'm not there anymore

This has never been real

We're just awful together

And awful apart

I don't know what to do anymore

Oh, oh

Someday, I'll be able to let you go

Oh, oh

Someday, you'll come back, and I'll say no