They always said I'm a mess

I think they're right

Deeper down that I'm a little depressed

But now I

Feel nothing but hate and disdain

Just a stain on my blade

You'll never keep me contained (ha ha ha)

Old enemies all laid to rest

No concept or thoughts of regret so I

Hope it all doesn't go to my head

Cuz I don't feel nothing, its all so irrelevant

I been staying up at night

Thinking I can't die

Now I see I'm losing control

I love it

I've been running on a high

I'm on the other side

All of this is takin a toll

I want it right now

I wanna bite down

I wanna burn this mothafucka til the lights out

I'll go ballistic

I'm hedonistic

I wanna do what I wanna

I wanna do what I please

I want it right now

I wanna bite down

I wanna burn this mothafucka til the lights out

I'll go ballistic

I'm hedonistic

I wanna do what I wanna

I wanna do what I please

I'm fucking manic as hell

I'm popping pills left & right to get me out my shell

And now I

Think twice, my wrist sliced, a sick vice

Wont get me this time

Five nights of fist fights

Wont lie I love me the rush

Cops come running I don't give a fuck, so I

Hope now they're gunna shoot me to death

Cuz this life's more fun with no fear of consequence

I been staying up at night

Thinking I can't die

Now I see I'm losing control

I love it

I've been running on a high

I'm on the other side

All of this is takin a toll

I want it right now

I wanna bite down

I wanna burn this mothafucka til the lights out

I'll go ballistic

I'm hedonistic

I wanna do what I wanna

I wanna do what I please

I want it right now

I wanna bite down

I wanna burn this mothafucka til the lights out

I'll go ballistic

I'm hedonistic

I wanna do what I wanna

I wanna do what I please

I been staying up at night

Thinking I can't die

Now I see I'm losing control

I love it

I've been running on a high

I'm on the other side

All of this is takin a toll