Say nothing to me

But don't keep it discreet

Hear the shotgun blast, get it over with

Feel my lungs collapse just a little bit

And I'll bate my breath, dig into my skin

And pull the parts around, I'm not over it now

And I know I'm always so uptight

A blown fuse, I'm running out of time

I think they're following me

They're always following me

But I'd love to reconnect, talk about it

Don't trust no one, I can live without it

I think they're following me

They're always following me

(Say nothing to me) But I should probably stop sucking up the energy in every room I walk in

Get so apprehensive, everything I do's just stalling (But don't keep it discreet)

Waiting for an answer but I think I should go all in

It's never at the right time

But I don't want this, picture perfect memory's getting a bit exhausting

And every time you bring it up, somebody gets accosted

Throw around the word and leave it hanging by a drawstring

It's never at the right time

I should probably stop sucking up the energy in every room I walk in

Get so apprehensive, everything I do's just stalling

Waiting for an answer but I think I should go all in

It's never at the right time

But I don't want this, picture perfect memory's getting a bit exhausting

And every time you bring it up, somebody gets accosted

Throw around the word and leave it hanging by a drawstring

Only trust my eyesight

How many times will it take until I get it through my head

Something's underneath my bed and I think it wants me (dead)

Don't ask me, just tell me if

I bite down on some lead

It might sound a bit pedantic but I'm not your fucking friend

I'm only an equal if you say so

Disregard what I'm telling you for the payload

Nothing more than a question and now the pace slows down

(It was never my fault)

(Say nothing to me) But I should probably stop sucking up the energy in every room I walk in

Get so apprehensive, everything I do's just stalling (But don't keep it discreet)

Waiting for an answer but I think I should go all in

It's never at the right time

But I don't want this, picture perfect memory's getting a bit exhausting

And every time you bring it up, somebody gets accosted

Throw around the word and leave it hanging by a drawstring

It's never at the right time

What do I even want to say now

I'm getting bored of this routine

With my eyes locked on a screen

What a shame that it has to go to waste now

I'm sure they're tired of being seen

In all of your worst dreams

But that's just life for me