Maybe

If I fall to unbelief

I make a god out of my grief

My family calling out to me

I swear it's hard for me to breathe

Yeah, and I'm not the type

To run my mouth like motorbikes

But I need you to show me light

Cus' I can't take these lonely nights

But maybe

I'm the one that moved out a way

Out of safety

Asking you to save me

But I'm feeling lately

I feel like you clocked out

Left me here to close up

I ain't got the key

God I need you to show up

I got some things that I regret yeah

I need a whisper nothing more and nothing less yeah

Humiliating to be honest with myself

I guess I'm finally crying out for help

I don't want the maybes

Need the yes or no

Don't want the yellow lights

I need the stop or go

I want that sure thing

I want that real thing

But it's the in-between

That reveals things

And maybe maybe's okay

Maybe maybe's okay

Maybe maybe's okay

Maybe maybe's okay

I'm good at turning grief into my god

I run to it and let it lead me deep into the fog

Can't believe it it is wrong

Losing sleep can't do my job

My fatigue does not absolve me

In the least I must move on

Okay but maybe

I'm the type addicted

To the act of the chasing

Look what my mama named me

I'm running after great things

But I just want to rest in the God things

I just want a heart that doesn't want things

Remove this poison from my brain

I cannot move from the extortion of this pain

Humiliating to be honest with myself

I guess I'm finally crying out for help

I don't want the maybes

Need the yes or no

Don't want the yellow lights

I need the stop or go

I want that sure thing

I want that real thing

But it's the in-between

That reveals things

And maybe maybe's okay

Maybe maybe's okay

Maybe maybe's okay

Maybe maybe's okay

Maybe maybe's okay

It's the only way that I'll ever use faith

Maybe maybe's okay

It's the only way that I'll ever use faith