Addicted and Clean

If you're a beer at a bar, you're the kind I'd drink all night

You're the last cigarette I smoked a thousand times

The angel and the devil on my shoulder both call your name

Well, is it good, is it bad, is it wrong, is it all the same?

No, I ain't sober, but I'm over you most days

I'm gettin' closer, but you're a habit I can't break

I'm somewhere between locked up and free

The first thing I want, the last thing I need

The man I am, the man I wanna be

But I'm somewhere between addicted and clean

There ain't a twelve-step heartache fix for a girl like her

The only thing that makes it better makes it worse

There's a light at the end of the tunnel, but it burns at both ends

Try to see where heaven stops and hell begins

No, I ain't sober, but I'm over you most days

I'm gettin' closer, but you're a habit I can't break

I'm somewhere between locked up and free

The first thing I want, the last thing I need

The man I am, the man I wanna be

But I'm somewhere between addicted and clean

One more hit can't hurt

One more hit can't heal

Well, I've been chasin' that high

It's about time I felt somethin' real

I ain't sober, but I'm over you most days

I'm gettin' closer, but you're a habit I can't break

I'm somewhere between locked up and free

The first thing I want, the last thing I need

The man I am, the man I wanna be

Yeah, the man I am and the man I wanna be

But I'm somewhere between addicted and clean

If you're a beer at a bar, you're the kind I'd drink all night