Help

Wish me dead all you want Dead inside like 13 months My depression it's got the jump & these pills, yeah, all of these pills, yeah Make me wanna die inside Cry every night to myself Why do I not get all this wealth Why do I feel like i'm in stealth mode Hell no Don't need no help Only place left to go is up up up up & away Ain't comin down for the rest of eternity Life got to real always hurtin me My problems my own I was always burdening Fuck all my feelings ain't pertinent Certain some aspects in life are shit Pull the curtain behind lurkin is the devil in my head Want me dead Gimme meds so much is left unsaid Depression The best test, shit hits harder than a lesson learned The stressin' lessened by abusing brews and burning herb That stainless steel fist punch you in your turned gut, bruh you a breathless mess Spurred the restlessness I felt when I was less than five Knowing that it's all a lie No shame in accepting we're on borrowed time So what's the point Well the world is burning there's no ointment and we robbed the joint Left a hollow bleeding husk where our home once was Deaf and swallowing these blessings all to muster up the joy that was promised Meditate for Buddha You kill 'em all for God But it don't get no press unless they praise yo boi Alah Sponsored killers sport bullet proof vest that demand respect 'cause our freedoms they protect They hit that liq in my head Ski mask & gloves Sawed off chrome snub The fuck you thought it was Tired of being nice cause people always take advantage I'm about to riot out unleash & do damage Ran$om pass the magnum I'm ready to take action Roll the hater up throw the body in the atlantic But still tho I can kick your ass with the steal toe It's all fun & games till the shit get real tho When you all alone and it's dark outside Know I'm in a stolen car & it's parked outside When the windows rolled down & the eyes on fire When your body hit the ground and you still burnt out Bitches know you fuckin with the wrong one Make you motherfuckers regret it in the long run & when I see you know I see & it's on the son This shit drastic at the end of the song son