Drifting On a Memory

I'm Drippin in water

I'm dripped in Dasani

These **** be talking that shit like it's funny

I'm tired of this feeling of constant not winnin

I feel all alone and I don't know why

Took time to reflect and I just wanna cry

From a boy to a man I want you by my side

I feel like you don't even want me so why even try

Can't be up in places too long I keep the Glock right by my side

Most nights I be thinking bout dying

I be thinking bout shit that can blow out my mind

Not the type to commit suicide

at one point I tried

This not even the message I'm trying to bring to you like yea

But I want you to sit hear and realize what you doing to me is

really hurting me and I can't

Really let you go because I want you so bad

I just don't want us to throw sum so good away

For something that's temporary

So just listen up to what I got to say

We drifting away on a memory, The way that you love me is getting to me

I don't want to smother you, Just want to be under you

Trying to be nonchalant not even cutting it,

I want to be under you

Hoes trying to get me for all of my energy,

I don't even let em

So why even talk to them, I'm focused on you and you only

So why am I still feeling lonely?

A lot of these bitches told me I ain't shit,

They say I'm a phoney for what I be preachin

I get in they heart then I leave em

Without any reason

Then I come right back to you and get the same thing they receiving

So I got to stay alert , Shit starting to come full circle

I'm searching these corners for love I'm broken

That's all that a young **** want it

To feel like he wanted

And full on support from his woman

Yea

Pull up on **** like huggies

Glock got him dancing like he doing the duggie

My pockets on fat Tell-a-tubby

And my bank account looking real huskie

You look in my cup it's dirty

go put it in the shower it's musty

The wock in my cup got me lazy

It's taken a toll on me

Lifestyle is constantly fading

I come from the gutter since I was a baby