First I mix the drugs with the pills. Then I miss the pills with the pain

Get high like every single day. I've been on a like whole different wave

Now I can't seem to sit the same. Cause my just anxious little brain

I can't even seem to run away. Although I got all this liquor in my veins

Panic attacks me, when I'm relaxing

Everyone's asking, am I okay

What am I lacking?

Cheddar that's masking, all of my pain

Childhood friendships I'm throwing away

He fucked my ex bitch, shit's not the same

How could you say that, shit to my face?

Take a good look at all the faces I hate

First, I mix the drugs with the pills. Then I miss the pills with the pain

Get high like every single day. I've been on a like whole different wave

Now I can't seem to sit the same. Cause my just anxious little brain

I can't even seem to run away. Although I got all this liquor in my veins