Just So I Could Be Defeated

While the phoenix said he was defeated

I just slit my wrist

All these voices keep repeating yet

I still don't get the gist

I'm depleted sick of this shit someday

Just hope I don't get greedy

Death is easy

If y'all don't get the meaning just delete me

Won't you plead

Is what the reaper said

I'm here to take your life

I looked him in the eye

Told 'em that I sold my soul the other night

To be frank for nothing

Just a bag of weed

A bag of chips

I'll die by fucking grieving

All the way from hell

Lay inside my cell

Just so I could be defeated

Just so I could

Just so I could be defeated

All the way from hell

Lay inside my cell

Just so I could be defeated

Just so I could

Just so I could be defeated

I'm in trouble jumping into the frozen lake I'll be forgotten

I ain't the chosen one I chose the one

To take my life and dig me up a grave

As I wallow in my sorrows not today

Today is not the day I'll die just send me the fuck away

Actually partially I may be the one to blame

But fuck it

Cold sweat on your flesh

I see you're shaking

Knees weak vomit and shit

You keep me locked up and guessing

This life ain't really a blessing

I'll never find my peace

Got a few cuts on my wrist and they still aching

I'm trynna find a way that I could heal but I'm just wasting away

All my life in abyss the sky has blackened

I can't walk the plank like this the fuck just happened

Well let

Well let me fucking rest

I'm sick n tired of being depressed

I'll bury all of my enemies six feet underneath

Then open up my chest

So you can see it for yourself

When the $carecrow lit the match

That burned your world to fucking death

That burned your world to fucking death, aye