Wishful Thinking

I've been feeling untethered Disconnected from the constant back and forth The east coast only brings bad news I'm begging for silver linings if we can't have gold Hours floating through time zones Just wanna be home How many times do I have to lose Before I finally win? Bury the pain from this heartbreak year Learn to move on and mend Work up the courage to find myself again With something more than Wishful Thinking One more panicked phone call And white knuckled drive alone Don't wanna think the worst but it's harder when you know It feels wrong to carry on without more time to borrow Trying to redo the path we followed I don't want regrets anymore Just memories that I hold close How many times do I have to lose Before I finally win? Bury the pain from this heartbreak year Learn to move on and mend Work up the courage to find myself again With something more than Wishful Thinking I wish you were here I wish that it didn't have to end like this When I close my eyes, I'm trading time For another night where you exist I've learned my lesson not to take for granted When the meaning's lost again And through all these tears I shed Bring me back from losing what made me who I am How many times do I have to lose Before I finally win? Bury the pain from this heartbreak year Learn to move on and mend Work up the courage to find myself again With something more than Wishful Thinking (I'm begging for silver linings if we can't have gold) With something more than Wishful Thinking (Trading time for one more night) With something more than Wishful Thinking