Even If It Kills Me

So long I kept my distance

So many things that I'm missing out on

'Cause I know all too well how it hurts

Chained down by my own memories

They keep my glass half empty

I do it all so I don't get burned

But deep inside, I hope somebody proves me wrong

I know how the story goes

The ones you loved the most can let you down, down, down

Guess I'm learning to live

Even if it kills me

Million reasons to give up

Sometimes I never want to leave my house

Oh, I guess I'm learning to live

Even if it kills me

One foot out past the doorstep

Far from the safety in my bed

Now everything could all up go up in smoke

But deep inside, I hope somebody proves me wrong

I know how the story goes

The ones you loved the most can let you down, down, down

Guess I'm learning to live

Even if it kills me

Million reasons to give up

Sometimes I never want to leave my house

Oh, I guess I'm learning to live

Even if it kills me

Even if I fall apart

Even if it breaks my heart

Even if it all goes dark

'Cause I know

I know how the story goes

The ones you loved the most can let you down, down, down

Guess I'm learning to live

Even if it kills me

Million reasons to give up

Sometimes I never want to leave my house

Oh, I guess I'm learning to live

Even if it kills me

Kills me

Even if it kills me

Learning to live

Even if it kills me