If it's a game I have to learn then I don't wanna play

Was I late? When I found you was it fate?

It's absurd, we accept the love we think we deserve

On my nerves, I'm reserved

Like to sit back and observe

Wanna tell you that I like you but I don't cause I'm not sure

I forgot that it was yours, I still smell you on my shirt

I don't believe in God but I like to keep him on my side

Look me in the eyes, the truth comes out at night

Hate to see you go but I love to watch her leave

I don't like to play the part but all I have is to believe

I saw them on my grave they tried to wipe away my name

Now they know I'm here to stay, I'm permanent you can't erase

Just cause you got it once it doesn't mean it's yours

Leave me alone, I'm here for a friend not for you

Case is closed

No matter how many times you begged before

If you didn't now you know cause

I cant loose another life, I've lost a couple on the way

I don't wanna try, I've heard it hurts you in the brain

Why did you look up when I asked you if you're okay?

It's another one of those nights, I'll go insane

But I didn't wanna ask when I saw them walking past

Said you put it in the past

When you quit it didn't last

Now it's snowing on the walls

Whoever started this is cursed

Now you need a little more

And you're fading even more

Wanna tell you that I like you but I don't cause I'm not sure

I forgot that it was yours, I still smell you on my shirt

I don't believe in God but I like to keep him on my side

Look me in the eyes, the truth comes out at night

Hate to see you go but I love to watch her leave

I don't like to play the part but all I have is to believe

I saw them on my grave they tried to wipe away my name

Now they know I'm here to stay, I'm permanent you can't erase

I'm, I'm not gonna make your night I'm just gonna make you cry

You know what to expect don't say I'm different every time

I saw everything there was, there's nothing that I liked

And I waited a while

And you still need to medicate

And I'm loosing so much faith

We're wasting so much time and there's not much that we can take

It doesn't matter anymore you don't belong to me

And I'm so proud for letting go

The confidence was all a show

You got it bad, but I got it heavy

Already 2:30 the morning is ready

One hand on the wheel and the other is pointing at you

I run away like I'm running from home

I run away like I need you the most

Look at me like, like you got a clue

What has this shit, shit done to you

The devil tries to save you and you believe it too

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