Center of Me

It's the center of me but I still don't see

Feel it moving around

Can I admit defeat or disbelief?

Does it have to be now?

Hey wait, why do I wait until this shit gets harder?

Hey wait, my words are arriving now

So I wait, I wait until the shit gets harder

Alone in my head

Is it all I had? Is it all that's left?

I'm starting out empty again

I cradled my arms, rocked myself to sleep

Be ten more years 'til I say what need

Stuck in my mouth when I try to speak

And nothing comes out

Hey wait, why do I wait until this shit gets harder?

Hey wait, my words are arriving now

So I wait, I wait until the shit gets harder

Alone in my head

Said maybe I don't wanna sleep too long

Someone wake me, I don't wanna sleep too long

I'm just gonna close my eyes and try to play it cool

I'm tired of waitin'

I'm tired of waitin' on myself

I'm tired of waitin'

I'm tired of waitin' on myself

Why do I wait until the shit gets harder?

I'm tired of waitin'

I'm tired of waitin' on myself

Why do I wait until the shit gets harder?

I'm tired of waitin'

I'm tired of waitin' on myself

It's the center of me but I still don't see

But it's moving around