This shit isn't real

I was yearning for something to feel

I'm glitching, oh I'm done I feel ill

What am I missing? When I think, I get chills

And when I think I cooled down

Emotions flare up and all I can use is my sound

I'm feeling numb and I won't ever feel like I'm found

And where's my pride? That shit buried 6 feet underground

I wonder how to react

When I think bout the time I used I can't get back

I don't know where I'm headed but I'll just sit back

Because nobody loves me I know that's a fact

I fucked up and I'm fucked up

I fucked up and I'm fucked up

I fucked up and I'm fucked up

I fucked up and I'm fucked up

I fucked up I've make mistakes in past

When I screw up I'm just a jerk and an ass

When you messed up I'd just leave it in the past

I don't want love I want a shot in the back

In the back

In the back of head

You just lie about shit I won't take what you said

Aren't you tired of making up lies for your friends?

It's the same shit time and time again

So I'm done (so I'm done)

So I'm done (so I'm done)

I won't take anymore (I won't take anymore)

I won't take anymore

I'm walking out of that door

I'm walking out of that door

I'm walking out of that door

It seems that things have taken a turn

Let my thoughts intertine then they burn

And maybe you have some things you should learn

I'm sorry that I left you so concerned

I fucked up I've make mistakes in past

When I screw up I'm just a jerk and an ass

When you messed up I'd just leave it in the past

I don't want love I want a shot in the back

In the back

In the back of head

You just lie about shit I won't take what you said

Aren't you tired of making up lies for your friends?

It's the same shit time and time again

It seems, it seems

It seems, it seems that

It seems, seems

Does, it seems

It seems, it does

It seems it does

It seems it seems it seems seems

It seems that things have taken a turn

Let my thoughts intertine then they burn

And maybe you have some things you should learn

I'm sorry that I left you so concerned

And baby I'm doing okay, so what if I'm hurt?

You can improve so you can go do that first

Tend to myself because I have left worse

We can go back to how it was hit reverse

That's the shit you wanted to hear again

I hated you no I can't pretend

I tried to leave and you just try again

I texted you and I just did it then