So if you ever see me cry

Pretend you're blind

'Cause I could never find the words

To tell you why

I don't need to lie

But I'd be fine

But it's been eating away at my heart

And it's worse at night (it's worse at night)

I can't seem to hide

Like I'd like to

I'm losing all control

I must admit (I must admit)

I don't wanna die

But sometimes

I'll wonder what it's like

To not exist

And if I take my final breath

Will the story come to an end?

Would I finally be able to rest?

I know the world will continue to spin

I wonder when this feeling began

Am I able to start again?

Suffocating from all my regrets

And all the static I hear in my head

So if you ever see me cry

Pretend you're blind

'Cause I could never find the words

To tell you why

I don't need to lie

But I'd be fine

But it's been eating away at my heart

And it's worse at night (it's worse at night)

Staring at the floor

But why does it feel like it's staring back though?

Falling from a fault

Took a trip, they just watched me go through

Weight off all the eyes crushed

Any confidence that was left

Then they all left at the worst time

What's worth, too tired to try more

Living life through the cliffnotes

When nothing's right

Turn the page to the other side

White noise in the background

Overlays watch my eyes glaze

Filters only cover up so much

So if you ever see me cry

Pretend you're blind

'Cause I could never find the words

To tell you why

I don't need to lie

But I'd be fine

But it's been eating away at my heart

And it's worse at night (it's worse at night)

It gets worse at night

(It gets worse at night)

It gets worse at night

(It gets worse at night)

It gets worse at night

(It gets worse at night)

It gets worse at night

(It gets worse at night)