If You Call

I'm getting old and if I start looking back My only mistake was you I'm getting old and now I regret I was Too scared to ever tell you the truth So tomorrow if you wake up with a drunk text from me Saying all of the things that I wish you could be I'll tell you all about the times you made me feel weak I'll tell you bout the times you made me wanna quit So if you call, right now I'll take a second of my time to cut the line And if you're gone, that's fine Here's to my pain and my tears and those wasted years I was so bold that I couldn't see Your intentions to making me bleed You were so cold yet I must tell you That I just wanna text you Something like that I'd say Hey how are you? I know it's been a while since we last spoke How are you? I just wanna know if you're alright I just wanna know if you're just fine So if you call Right now I'll take a second of my time to cut the line And if you're gone That's fine Here's to my pain and my tears and those wasted years So if you call Right now I'll take a second of my time to cut the line And if you're gone That's fine Here's to my pain and my tears and those wasted years So if you call Right now And if you're gone That's fine Here's to my pain and my tears and those wasted years