First Place

Wouldn’t know if it kept calling

My melatonin isn’t forming

Was kinda hoping, you wouldn’t notice, I had a moment

Should I go if I get bored of being lonely?

Are you lonely?

There’s a new me paying old fees in the front seat

So I won’t be anywhere for any other

Count down from three, and breathe, can you handle it?

'Cause damned if I won't be digging in my heels

Coalescing all our favourite evenings

I’m waiting on my dreams to come and get me

'Cause Hell, it's been a ride

Shoulda known it’d get boring

In the hellscape, I was first place

To the coffin, in the garden, it was creaking

So I won’t be anywhere for any other

Count down from three, and breathe, can I handle it?

'Cause damned if I won't be digging in my heels

Coalescing every other ending

I’m waiting on my dreams to come and get me

'Cause Hell, it's been a ride

'Cause damned if I can't be all that I would need

It’s a lesson, one I’m never learning

Who have I been kidding?

I’m dealing with it all alright

I'm setting free (I'm setting free, I'm setting free)