Friday night, movie night at your mom's place

Same space, familiar for decades

I never had the stomach for a gore-fest

Put on a thriller with a little bit of subtext

Talk shit about the dumb kids we grew up with

Who never grew up, and just stayed toxic

You were the best of all of us

It's hard to stay positive but

We still watch the things you held so dear to keep you here

I can see us now

Watching Hellraiser in heaven

If it's real, and if I get in

Would you let me know somehow

Oh, I can see us now

Watching Hellraiser in heaven

If it's real, and if I get in

Lately I think I might not

'Cause I've been thinking awful thoughts

And cursing God an awful lot

You would have laughed to see your nieces and your sister

Graveside in horror movie t-shirts

The kinda legacy you would've liked

Now the youngest won't sleep without her cardboard knife

They ask what it means to say you've passed

And if you'd come home and make it fast

We've all got your blood in our veins

We all get along like family

We still love the people you held dear to keep you here

We sing your praises, laugh for ages, hope it's crystal clear

I can see us now

Watching Hellraiser in heaven

If it's real, and if I get in

Would you let me know somehow

Oh, I can see us now

Watching Hellraiser in heaven

If it's real, and if I get in

Lately I think I might not

'Cause I've been thinking awful thoughts

And cursing God an awful lot