Head of the line leading blind

I know my people really need me and I'm just needing time

How could I free y'all from this debt if I'm not free from my mind

Lie and keen so I get trampled, it's defeat in my eyes

And retreat my desire

But he retreat when he try

I'm not at peace with being fine

I'm gon' retreat when I die

The truth gon' leave you starving, these men all been eating off lies

Done with peeping disrespect I'm onto peeping denial

You can't tell me I ain't honest

Tell me I ain't got it

Chinook done sold a dream, I got no money I still bought it

And my people probably processing, my pondering a product

Monetize the misery but I'm still missing making money

They ain't even go PM me if what I say is just and true though

They gon' tell me try again again that had to come from Qusto

From the penthouse from Chinook, from the valued up like 2-0

Make it 3-0 after this, I tried to tear it I'm the fool

And I couldn't nuh

Dennis Rodman seems it's only boards that I've been putting up

Try to make a point and they gon' tell me I ain't good enough

Built up infrastructure so how come it ain't withstood the gust

Chinook winds approach they took the cold but also took the love

Stray away from family and God so I'm treated FNG

Lost all of my self worth now a compliment offending me

Only crossed me when I stood up for myself like letter T

I can't temper me, I got a tendency for testing me

Pleasant peace is guilt ridden

Ten to three I spill written's

I can't sleep I'm still driven

Peasant dreams they pillaging

Enemy I'm belligerent

Burning me I'm still wishing

Really need a mil' listens

Man I'd really kill for it

Almost did

Suicide was on the fence

Who decided, God did best

Who provided, God did best

Who am I to talk to him and ask for any more

Wanting to be valued but I spend my credit lowers

And I bottled up turned Evian

And dumped it dumped it out on everyone

Screamed XXXTENTACION

You look at me see that he nun

Pretend it's O potassium

Too easy to be mad at 'em

Bought into ungratefulness, got five on it, I'm a pentagon

Lose money right before calamity

When my family, see that I need reality

I'm absentee

I'm bad at seeing

I'm battling myself again

I'm panicking, a bad idea

What your value is boy, that's what's always been my fantasy

Head of the line pleading why

I know my people really need me but I just seem to cry

Arms around me 'cause I love them, they see through the disguise

Practice gratitude I'm thankful for God, he see I'm trying

Open doors, I'm walking through them

Closed the store it's not inclusive

Ain't got money, got the music

Lost up until God influenced

Leaving Chinook for the last time

And Waffex you was made up so for that this is your last line

Thank God, that God my home

Thank God, that God gon' know

Confide to him alone

When all I want was hope

Yeah, yeah

If the moon is here to stay

If the snow keep falling down forever, Lord, I gotta pray

Cause I wanna make it out of here, don't see no other way

Should've known the reason for everything, long as I got love, I'll be okay

Yeah, I'ma be okay

Yeah, I'ma be okay

I'ma be okay

Yeah, I'ma be okay

My fam' will be okay

My team will be okay

My soul will be okay

Lord, I know we'll be okay