歌詞
(Hook)
Everything I had, I just loved till I lost it
Went fucking insane and I lost it
I Watched it, wash and pour away like a faucet
Go drip drip, like my VVS
Fuck them **** we don’t need em’ back cause they don’t need me yet
Hide my heart the paranoia back cause I can feel a threat
Focus my time to flood a Rollie out cause I can feel a check coming
Cold as all my homies once they got what they can get from me
(Verse 1)
Diamonds on my neck, something wrong I been chocking up
Stress in my stomach brewing pain, till I throw it up
Chrome plated pistol crack my skull if I’m going nuts
Lead paints a picture in my brain like a pencil
Business really cut throat, shaped me with stencil
Victim of the jungle, don’t let me forget you
Count the love with pedals on a flower I got nothing left
No one to count your blessings make you wonder where your brothers went
Was it worth it ridding dolley I don’t care to count another check
The sacrifice it takes a lonely soul to keep it all in check
No one checking on me, I’m feeling lonely
Noticed homies going ghost, started watching closely
I was young my mama told me
I’m better than all of the things I’m fucking up
Spark up the spliff, blow out the pain of my anxiety
I’m burning my lungs, just bought me a dub
Think I’m falling in out of love, addicted to drugs
No I ain’t tryna tell you what’s up
I can handle it myself though
Skull thicker than the bones in my elbow
Slip-knot, psychosocial kid, well I guess so
Hell no, I know that I’m better than that
(Bridge)
I’m not, okay
But I know I’ll be fine
As long as I wait
Holy fuck I feel more problem just approaching and coming
(Verse 2)
Did a lap around the track till I got tired of running
Fuck every bitch I ain’t want love I got addicted to money
No I can tell em’ I love em’ if I was real, in the first place
One bitch, left me dumb and broke, on my birthday
Worthless, tore apart my heart if fucking hurt me
Fucking broken I could never let it happen again
But times are different now, I got money can’t just sit around
Life is OD, see me high, smoking all this loud
(Spoken word)
Embrace your blessing as much as the hell around you
accept your past to leave it behind, cause that’s when people change
(Hook)
Everything I had, I just loved till I lost it
Went fucking insane and I lost it
I Watched it, wash and pour away like a faucet
Go drip drip, like my VVS
Fuck them **** we don’t need em’ back cause they don’t need me yet
Hide my heart the paranoia back cause I can feel a threat
Focus my time to flood a Rollie out cause I can feel a check coming
Cold as all my homies once they got what they can get from me
Written by: Paul Konye
