Pretense

It's getting harder each and every day

When the strength it takes to wake up is starting to decay

Have you ever felt the color in your patterns fade to gray?

Tell me your story

Is it worth it?

In the end we're 6 feet under, insignificant

It's been years since I've felt at home

All i want is to be left alone

 My mind has left me sinking

There's nowhere left to go

All Along

The waves are pulling me under

as I start to choke

Find me gone

Leave me dead In my head I feel the pretense

Move along

Don't forget

Pretend that you wouldn't remember it

Stay awake or get caught

In my head, every word that I said is, much worse than I thought

When you carry the weight for so long you forget when it's gone

Lookin back on a part of my life

Any second it could turn on a dime

Clock tickin Am I outta time?

Born to die. Livin in a world a lies.

Take back all the promises

Take back all the things I said

Start to crack

feel the blowback

yea, As the pressure makes you snap

Find me at the bottom of the

And we'll watch the sky burn

Clawing at my grave

I've been trying to escape

 

But the pressure of this tomb

is all consuming

Constant pressure on my chest

All up in my head

Choking on the dirt i'm pulling

Can i get back

Refuse to relapse

My mind is on track

To save my comeback

But everyone and everything is always seeming to put the odds of the world so hard against me

Find me gone

Leave me dead

In my head I feel the pretense

Move along

Don't forget

Pretend that you wouldn't remember it

(You'd pretend that you wouldn't remember me)

 I'm already halfway

 I'm already halfway gone

 My mind has left me sinking

 Left Me Sinking

and There's nowhere left to go