Something I'm Not

You know there's something I want

Something, you gave it to me

This kind of act has a price

But I'd do it for free

I'd do it for free

Cause you hate

And you take

My fucking energy

Away

From this place

I used to love myself

But now

I don't know

Where I stand

I hope you meet your end

I used to think

That kind of shit won't happen to me

I used to think about all the things I wanted to be

I used to dream

I used to feel

I used to think that all my heroes were real

And now it's gone

I used to be a confident son of a bitch

And I would live my life as every 30 year old did

Maybe it's the substance abuse

But yeah I got along fine before I ran into you

I've never wanted to harm another person

I just wanted to see you bleed

Cause I changed on that day

Yeah I changed on that day

Because you hate

And you take

My fucking energy

Away

From this place

I used to love myself

But now

I don't know

Where I stand

(I hope you meet your end)

I wouldn't think

That this thing

Would've affected me

Like this

A mistake

But now I'm sinking in

The hate

That I feel

For this man

I hope you meet your end

I was never that person

I was never that man

But you turned me into something that I never want to look at again

Never

Never again

And I'll fucking hate you til the day that I die

I'll never

Never

Never

Be like you

Never

Never

Never

Be like you

You tried to take my everything away from me

But you can't

I hope you meet your end

I used to think

That kind of shit won't happen to me

I used to think about all the things I wanted to be

I used to dream

I used to feel

I used to think that all my heroes were real

And now it's gone