Dead Alive

I know there's something underneath

All the artificial medicated layers of illusion

And I sense that what's inside of me

Could be a terrifying homicidal warped delusion

Now I'm locked down in this room

Eyes wild in a trance

What, what, did somebody say a prayer?

How adorable but I'm afraid I'm way past saving

God-damned and I can't pretend to care

I don't know what I am but I've gone stark raving mad

I'm locked down in this room

Eyes wild in a trance

I'm locked inside a tomb

I'm terrible at night

Falling, bawling, crawling for my rock

Hating, waiting for something to take me away

Now, now, don't go getting all upset

You know it always looks worse when you're on the outside

I'm fine, by tomorrow I'll forget

And it's a blessing and a curse, it's a psychotronic ride

I'm locked down in this room

Eyes wild in a trance

I'm locked inside a tomb

I'm terrible at night

I'm dead alive