Not My Body

I wish I could tear off my skin

I wish loving my body didn't feel like the ultimate sin

I've been hiding from the mirror

From the horror I'm no longer the girl that I loved

I don't feel at home in my body

And it's been oh so long

There's a stranger walking round in my shoes

Telling everybody fake news

I don't feel at home in my body

I wish I could escape my mind

(But I) buried the keys at thirteen under the scene of the crime

For the bars on my windows

All the shadows I don't know how to leave them behind

You only love me conditionally

(when you) left me ashamed you left me starving

(I can't) meet your demands, I'm in your hands

(My flesh) was never yours, was never yours

(It was) never yours, never yours

(I was) never yours, never yours

I don't feel at home in my body

And it's been oh so long

There's a stranger walking round in my shoes

Telling everybody fake news

I don't feel at home in my body

Ohh, ohh

My obsession with my body makes it not feel like a home

Your obsession with my body makes it not feel like a home

My obsession with my body makes it not feel like a home

Your obsession with my body makes it not feel like a home

My obsession with my body makes it not feel like a home

Your obsession with my body makes it not feel like a home

Not my body, not my body, not my body

Not my body, not my body, not my body

I don't feel at home in my body