Truth to be told they be lying

Why do they gotta be sly man I struggle with camouflaging all the time

For you it as easy as thinking you're dying

I cannot believe all the things you've been hiding from me

I cannot believe all the fire inside you've ignited in me you were riding with me

I'm sorry for calling you up when your feelings were broke

Ain't sorry for writing apologies to you and you wouldn't see what I wrote

A part of me wants to resent my indigenous self

A part of me identified individual wealth

A part of me is still apart of me

I still pick up pieces like Reese's

Rebuilding yourself is like putting together a puzzle that's covered in feces

Truth to be told I've been living it up

Ever since I' put my back to the back in the back of my whip she been feeling me up but I know it ain't love

Lust is enough

I'm lusting my life as I live through the times

Where I don't give a fuck

Too many ones that I can't trust

All of these women I can't bust

But it doesn't matter cos I know the patterns I'd rather have someone y'all can't touch

Truth to be told I'll be vibing

I swear to god that my life is align and

my homies and family thriving

Outsiders be wanting a piece of the pie I hold my cake and my pizza for life I cannot resign from the time that I came out the womb soon I'll be peaking my prime

Enough is enough with discussing it

Enough is enough when I say it's enough and it's never enough when I'm limitless

Truth to be told I'm surviving

Everything comes outta pocket

I drop it no profit but this is my path ain't no options about it

But I'm alright

I'm feeling okay like I saw the light

This ain't no joke man for Pete's sake

But I'm not about to peace make

From the east states

I don't feast bait

When it comes to the clique where we stay

Not a doubt about it

Thrill and I come in hot no if, and, or fucks about it

Truth to be told all the energy's green

Vibes are alive I got nothing to hide and I'm walking tall with my head laying high I get where I'm standing

I'm understanding my purpose and what's laying under my surface

Read between lines and start shoveling under my verses

It's a hard pill to purchase

A dollar a dream and a love for the team that I'm playing for

I get it I'm cream but I

I get it I'm cream but I swear that I got this ambition in me

Imma achieve anything I desire

Imma be real to you I can't lie man

I'm waiting on timing to mark this off

The truth to be told of my story

A book blurb if that's what it's called

There wasn't no pages turned

No not at all

I'm bout to make this evolve

I'm not a player at all

Always a sponsor at heart

Tho

Y'all be afraid if you fall

I take advantage but never for granted

I get defensive but never offended

I'm independent but never could manage

But

I'm not a player at all

I'm taking chances I'll fall

I'm feeling manic to ball

I'm tryna get me involved but

Im not a player at all

I'm struggling dealing with it

God all the shit I've been dealing with

Mama I promise you'll be lifted

Dad but I know u ain't seeing this

Y'all not together has never been better

Recently I'm feeling feeling less

Recently I'm feeling feeling less

This is my way to relieve

These lyrics for me is my cure for disease

These are my glasses to see

Without em I'd rather decease please they give me a pass and I'll leave