I keep a lot of me inside of my head cause I don't wanna deflate you

And so a lot of me is totally dead cause the real me can't get through

So I keep disappearing, losing myself and becoming you

But my heart keeps fearing the things I could say if I wanted to

Why do you keep pulling me down?

Seems like all you want is to torture me and only me

Like a cold sadistic fantasy

But I choose to hold it inside of me cause I know

That I might, I might, I might lose control

And you don't, you don't, you don't wanna know

How far, how far, how far I can go

Let's go toe to toe

You don't wanna go

But I won't, I won't, I won't lose control

And I don't, I don't, I don't wanna know

Just how far, how far, how far I can go

I won't go toe to toe

'Cause I don't wanna go

You say that I'm just an obstacle within your life

It's seems like once you got a taste of my blood

You flipped out and lost your mind

Why do you keep dragging me down?

Seems like you know just how to get to me and only me

I refuse to act in lunacy

And I choose to hold it inside of me cause I know

That I might, I might, I might lose control

And you don't, you don't, you don't wanna know

How far, how far, how far I can go

Let's go toe to toe

You don't wanna go

But I won't, I won't, I won't lose control

And I don't, I don't, I don't wanna know

Just how far, how far, how far I can go

I won't go toe to toe

'Cause I don't wanna go