Life ain't easy when you take pills to escape the thoughts when you can't sleep

Popped 6 still empty so I need more to satisfy my needs

I let the pain take control of me so it's not hard for the pen to speak

Rappin' with anxiety that's inside of me now i can't breathe

Need more than just ten bitches who be claimin' a lot about loyalty

It's flashin' lights when you on stage when you get home it's too lonely

The weed really cure the pain but the pain is solved through the liquor mostly

My destiny is a combination of my pain addiction mixed with poetry

Dump the memories of my teen days there was no day that wasn't dark

**** told me that i wouldnt be shit cause i wanna be a rapstar

The whole fam' left me in the mist and that's how I grew up with no heart

You weren't with me when i was in the pits so don't complain that we grew apart

This fame shit brought a lotta envy and I'm underground so i don't get it

A lotta people really say I'm famous but to my ears Destiny said it

My journey to that mil' starts now so it's time to get it with the first mission

Don't let the glamour get into your heart make sure you keep your previous perspective

Left the fake people in my past life in this new life I'm tryna get paid

I know that heaven is just a state of mind put my bad thoughts in a new place (new place)