Apology

I'm gon need an apology

From myself for living so modestly

Had myself fucked up thinking I ain't have autonomy, yeah

But now my quality of life it coming in more quantities, yeah

I been grinding

Work life balance can't find it

I been in the crib all the time and

Lately it been feeling so confining

Tunnel vision been leaving me blind

Need the lust for pursuing enlightenment

I been tryna take my art to the pinnacle, garner residuals

I can't harbor the minimum

Bargain the principles, ain't far from a criminal

But **** rob for a liveable

Tryna dig dow to find the lil old me's twinkle in the eye

I been so down but finally want more than just to get by

I gotta live life, wanna know what it feel like

I gotta live life, so much more I wanna get right

ooh yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

Middle finger to the old me, I'm tryna get to know me again

Can't listen what they told me, I'm tryna get to know me

You gon see me with a bad bitch, finna get active cuz I go attack it

Whoa whoa

I'm gon need an apology

From myself for living so modestly

Had myself fucked up thinking I ain't have autonomy, yeah

But now my quality of life it coming in more quantities, yeah

I need an advance, so muhfucker give me a chance

I need an advance, sike nah already got me some bands

I heard you talking some shit, I guess

I already got in your head

It's a shame I had love for the kid

And the trouble I do not beget

I just end and get me the ends

Done with playin I do not pretend

New demeanor that do not mean new beginnings

Ooh yeah yeah yeah yeah

yeah yeah yeah yeah

Ooh yeah