I know I am not at the stage yet that I always wanted to be

I'm trying to be the greatest so I just hop on the beat

Done some wrong I guess I'm changing look at me

There's someone that I met still can't believe it's real

I looked into myself I discovered some feelings that I lost

I'm cleaning up my shelf my thoughts yeah

They all just covered in dust

Don't know what is or was

Is happiness a curse

I think that I'm too clouded but I guess I'm holding up

Gathering all my feelings

Putting them all in my head

Still don't know what I've been missing

Sometimes think I need them meds

Oh no don't call the feds

My mind is kind of twisted

Prolly cause I got regrets

Oh yeah yeah yeah

I am not at the stage yet that I always wanted to be

I'm trying to be the greatest so I just hop on the beat

Done some wrong I guess I'm changing look at me

There's someone that I met still can't believe it's real

I am not at the stage yet that I always wanted to be

I'm trying to be the greatest so I just hop on the beat

Done some wrong I guess I'm changing look at me

There's someone that I met still can't believe it's real

Is life real or is life fake

I don't know how much I can take

Coming out of my mind kind of feels like it's a mistake

Trying to change my own life

Trying to start again

Never switching sides

Ain't gon be stuck inside the rain

I make a lot of them decisions yeah

I'm on the road I'm on my way to get them millies yeah

Sometimes It feels like I ain't ever gonna make it there

But I'm a keep the faith alive and I will make it yeah

I know I am not at the stage yet that I always wanted to be

I'm trying to be the greatest so I just hop on the beat

Done some wrong I guess I'm changing look at me

There's someone that I met still can't believe it's real

It's real

It's real

Uh oh

Uh oh

Yeah