I don't look good in black

Not ready to mourn the past

I spent all of autumn grieving

And now it's spring and you're not leaving

What if we go down this road

And turns out there's too many ghosts

I would take the weight of your soul

But how much hurt can I afford

I'm torn

Why do our winds make a perfect storm

Either way I'm washed upon the shore

Does this work if I am yours

Cut me like a double edged sword

Baby I'm torn, baby I'm torn

Baby I'm torn

I'm dangerously way too self aware

Oh I try replace you yeah I swear

Nothing ever feels this easy

But this it doesn't feel like healing

Wish we savoured what we had

Wish I could know if we'd last

Wish you didn't hurt so bad

I'm going back and forth

I'm torn

Why do our winds make a perfect storm

Either way I'm washed upon the shore

Does this work if I am yours

Cut me like a doubled edge sword

Baby I'm torn, baby I'm torn

I've got roses strung above my bed

The ones I got on girlfriend day

Smoke to feel the way we felt

Listen to Mac and let it sting

Kiss me til I'm blue and red

Thought I'd taste you again

To never wanted it to end

But now you make me sick instead

Wish we savoured what we had

Wish I could know if we'd last

Wish you didn't hurt so bad

I'm going back and forth

I'm torn

Why do our winds make a perfect storm

Baby I'm torn, baby I'm torn

Baby I'm torn