I want it

Oh

An educated guess on that

Bashing on your mental with a baseball bat

I Wanted to rip it apart

See all your blood come out in one spurt

Wanna see what makes me ill?

Look into my mind and find me how to feel

I wanted to rip it apart

As long as it makes you see

You kill me

You want attention

You steal me

I want ascension

You feel me

This contention

Hold me closer

You kill me

You want attention

You steal me

I want ascension

You feel me

This contention

Hold me closer

I want you to see

How much harder we tried to break free

You don't want to listen to that

See all your thoughts come out in one splat

Do you even know another way?

Do you even know the message I convey?

I wanted to rip it apart

As long as it makes you see

You kill me

You want attention

You steal me

I want ascension

You feel me

This contention

Hold me closer

You kill me

You want attention

You steal me

I want ascension

You feel me

This contention

Hold me closer

Oh, they say it's not me

And It fills them with sorrow

And you, broke me

Oh, they say its debris

And you won't see tomorrow

And I will stare on my own

Only a human after all

Only illusions aid my fall

I won't feel you, no

I won't feel you, no

I won't feel you, no

I wanted to rip it apart

Why? I won't feel you, no

Why? I won't feel you, no

Why? I won't feel you, no

As long as it makes you see

You kill me

You want attention

You steal me

I want ascension

You feel me

This contention

Hold me closer

You kill me

You want attention

You steal me

I want ascension

You feel me

This contention

Hold me closer

Oh, they say it's not me

And It fills them with sorrow

And you, broke me

Oh, they say its debris

And you won't see tomorrow

And I will stare on my own

Own