I can't be alone

That's when the demons come

I fill my days with what used to be fun

Feeling so stressed, paralyzed all the time

This amount of insanity must be a crime

At the darkest hours of the night

I keep myself thinking why

And how it started to go wrong

And i feel like a monster, though I was forgiven long ago

I don't wanna fall away

I don't wanna fall away

I just need to keep up

Keep up my apperances

Keep up, keep up my

Confidence and conscience

'Till I fall away

I bet this apathic mindset is the one

The one chance i get to do it wrong

Paranoid, i'm always looking over my shoulder

A looming shadow watching every move that i make

Been a long time since these thoughts rumbled up in my head

Now they're stronger influencing every path that I take

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And I don't wanna fall away

I don't wanna fall away

I just need to keep up my apperances

Keep up my apperances

And I don't wanna fall away

Yeah I don't wanna fall away

Need to keep up my apperances

Until I fall away